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happiness

What is it It's like in darkness there is light, With it everything looks bright, It makes me feel calm, It's more like a charm, It helps me differentiate between wrong and right, It's something which for it makes me fight, It sometimes fades away, But on times it comes again as it knows the way, It make worst things better and better things best, With it i can overcome any quest, It even makes the dark bright, It make me forget my every plight, It's feel is  very wonderful, It has the power to make everything beautiful. 

the last conversation

The Last Conversation. Lying on the bed ,i was,  Realising you were the death ,i was, shocked in fear, i was, regretting my sins ,i was, Knowing i had not much time left, i was, Asking for few more moments ,i was, No answering to my request,she was, You lived your days telling me  ,she was, Just a bit more time asking ,i was No,answering me again, she was, This is your doom and and this and the way it is for all'l, telling me she was, I have come to take you, making me understand she was, Lost in the fears of being no more,i was, I wont be able to exist anymore,realising ,i was, Thinking i would if i could change everything i was, Shivering with fears,i was, So confused and chaotic feeling ,i was, Just before i understood and could change everything,i had become was.  

what is it?

WHAT IS IT? It's like being stuck in dark, no one to help out, no matter how much i shout, there is no way out. It's  something i want to throw away not hide, don't know how to explain,  but it's eating me inside, Its deep inside me, it sees what i see, all i know is , with it i don't want to be, Its something unpleasant i avow, all i know is, i can't bare it now,  but i am getting closer to it somehow . It's  hard to experience , it's  something small, but its influence is immense. It's making me it's addict, but, it's no good, is what i can predict, It's more like a curse, day by day, getting worse. It's taking me away from  you, and,  pressuring me to forget, I am who. It's something worse than worst, making me die, of joy's thirst.   It's killing me inside bit by bit, i don't exactly know...

Who are you

WHO ARE YOU?  I never let you try, you were never trying, you never tried. I let you lie, you were lying, you lied. I never let you defy, you were never defying, you never defied. I let you cry, you were crying, you cried. I let you die,  You were dying,  You died.  I an not your enemy, not your mother, not your hater, not your friend, not your reval, not your brother, not your disliker, not your sister, not your misgiuder, not your father. I am your part , i live in your heart. I am the dark, But, If you defeat me you will be the stark. You by your core know well, i am who, you might be confused , but trust me I AM YOU.   

Remember

Remember?  At a time you used to be the best friend, I never thought our friendship would ever end, Now, you think you are smarter,  cause  in front of you i do bend, I do so, cause i remember the time together  We used to spend, Remember,  those impossible creations  We used to mend?  You dont but i do remember, those meaningless Chits to each other we used to send, But now things have changed, Hurting me is your new trend, I will never say anything back to you, because  Between friends there is nothing called "lend", It doesn't matter what you think but for me You were and  you are my friend.