what is it?

WHAT IS IT?

It's like being stuck in dark,

no one to help out,

no matter how much i shout,

there is no way out.

It's something i want to throw away not hide,

don't know how to explain,

 but it's eating me inside,

Its deep inside me,

it sees what i see,

all i know is ,with it i don't want to be,

Its something unpleasant i avow,

all i know is, i can't bare it now, 

but i am getting closer to it somehow.

It's hard to experience ,

it's something small,

but its influence is immense.

It's making me it's addict,

but, it's no good,

is what i can predict,

It's more like a curse,

day by day,

getting worse.

It's taking me away from you,

and, pressuring me to forget,

I am who.

It's something worse than worst,

making me die,

of joy's thirst.  

It's killing me inside bit by bit,

i don't exactly know what is it ,

but to refer to it as LONELINESS seems fit.