WHAT IS IT? It's like being stuck in dark, no one to help out, no matter how much i shout, there is no way out. It's something i want to throw away not hide, don't know how to explain, but it's eating me inside, Its deep inside me, it sees what i see, all i know is , with it i don't want to be, Its something unpleasant i avow, all i know is, i can't bare it now, but i am getting closer to it somehow . It's hard to experience , it's something small, but its influence is immense. It's making me it's addict, but, it's no good, is what i can predict, It's more like a curse, day by day, getting worse. It's taking me away from you, and, pressuring me to forget, I am who. It's something worse than worst, making me die, of joy's thirst. It's killing me inside bit by bit, i don't exactly know...